The August Break
26 Jul
It’s almost time for August. And this little blog space has been in the corners of my mind for months. I used to write much more frequently and have since built up quite a bit of hesitation before every blog post I attempt. I have conflicting thoughts in my head over what I want is space to be, especially with some changes coming up in my life… But while I’m pondering these things. My poor little Conversations blog sits dormant.
So I’m breaking the silence, visually.
I love what Susannah Conway says about her August Break…
Back in August 2010 I decided to give myself a break from writing blog posts and instead shared a photo or two each day as a way to be present in my days without the pressure of finding words. I blogged about it (of course), invited everyone to join me and lo, The August Break was born.
So here we go. Well… In a few more days that is.
Instagraming at @pausingbliss
30 Days Mind and Body Challenge – first week
22 FebI’ve been wanting to write a post since the second day into this challenge! But life is busy, right? I have had so many lovely moments in each of the past seven days, each so different from the one before. Some days I’ve been full of energy and excited to spend an hour or more on my yoga mat, some days I’ve been so full and tired and felt relieved to be able to squeeze in my ten minutes right before I collapsed into bed. And I’m almost shocked to say that I’ve actually done some amount of yoga EVERY SINGLE DAY so far. I’m super proud of myself for keeping up with this commitment. And thankful for all the ladies participating in this challenge, and keeping us all motivated with their supportive, kind, honest, and funny words.
The first few yoga sessions, I was reluctant to give up my time during Mason’s naps… so we did yoga together. I had recently gotten a mommy & me yoga dvd through a book swap website that I LOVE, and had only tried it once before. He would got tired halfway through the first time and needed to go down for a nap… but while he lasted, he seemed to love it, which was so fun. He would watch my arms go up and down and side to side during stretches, he loved being right under me and I coo’ed at him during a swan dive, and he sat or stood on my belly while I did bridge pose. Mark even joined in once we hit the weekend, and it was family yoga! I was in heaven! There were grunts and giggles, pauses for diaper changes and a lovely shavasana at the end with a quietly kicking babe lying between us.
Mark even found a couple netflix yoga videos and did them on his own on the weekend days I worked. I was thrilled that this challenge was catching on in our home!
One of my most inventive yoga sessions was this past Friday. The morning flew by, I worked the afternoon away, and then Mark and I drove down to a Ryan Adams concert (ps… AMAZING) in LA, getting back home around 1am. I realized on the way to work, that there was no way I was going to want to do anything besides fall into bed when we got home from the concert, but I was on such a roll, I didn’t want to miss a day!
Get this… remembering a quote that Lauren Emily put up on the facebook page:
“You cannot do yoga. Yoga is your natural state. What you can do are yoga exercises, which may reveal to you where you are resisting your natural state.” -Sharon Gannon
I tried to bring the intention that I experience in yoga, to my work. A little easier in my case, since I work as a massage therapist. But wow…
You know, I’ve been doing massage for about four years now, and while I do feel I am “present” for every massage that I do, I have to be honest in that I’m definitely not present for every moment in each massage. After doing thousands of massages… it’s almost like driving home… some of it happens on auto pilot.
But I tried to stay very aware throughout the entire first massage and an hour into the second (before I had to take it down a notch and just focus on the massage because I felt like I had been in a two hour yoga class!). I tuned into my client’s bodies, and the changes in their muscle tissue as I worked on them. I tuned into my own body, and how I held it, my alignment, and how I was leveraging my balance and shifting my weight to apply the necessary pressure. And I was even able to throw in a few yoga poses as I massaged. Which felt amazing to me, and seemed to bring more of a centeredness to the work. I warrior’d my way down my client’s back. I stood in tree pose while working on their neck. I took dancer pose as I ran my knuckles up their leg. It took concentration, but I feel like it made the massage better for both of us. I even did a quick sun salutation while their feet rested in warm towels. Yoga while doing massage… who knew!
Here are a couple yoga videos that I’ve found on youtube over the past week… And again, if anyone wants to play along, do click the banner at the beginning of this post and link up! This challenge. It’s amazing.
((This video was posted by Betsy on the facebook page. Phew! Quite a workout!))
((This one I found by searching bedtime yoga, nice and gentle, a great wind down))
((This video was also posted by Betsy, and I dream of having my yoga practice have this much of a seamless, graceful, gorgeous flow))
30 Days Mind and Body Challenge
15 FebI’m pretty sure I’ve said before that I’m a sucker for these types of mini challenges. When I saw this post by one of my favorite bloggers, it called my name and demanded I link up.
I’ve been a yoga lover for at least the past decade. And as you can imagine, it’s hard to keep up on pretty much any commitments I had in my pre-baby life. Such is life with a growing, bright-eyed, curious baby four-month old. But I re-learn everyday just how important it is to make sure I’m taken care of as well. A 30 day yoga commitment (to start with, at least), sounds like a great way to make sure I’m giving myself that attention.
What I loved most about this idea is Laura‘s response to one of her comments, “you should join us! even if its just for 10 minutes a day!”
And that very well be all I have some days! But 10 minutes is better than no minutes! I even have a new Mama & Baby yoga dvd I’ve been wanting to try out.
Play along if you feel the urge! Click one of the buttons above to link up on one of the lovely founding ladies blogs.
Livin’ the Dream
12 JanI just came across Martha Metzler’s blog where, rather than making New Year’s resolutions, she’s giving herself a new challenge each week. And I decided to play along, when the mood strikes. I’m just going to state right off the bat, that I give myself pull permission to just pop in on any of the weeks that jive with me.
Her first challenge is what hooked me… because rather than cataloging all the features and habits that we dislike about ourselves, turning them into aspects to overcome… she asked us to list 5 things we DON’T want to change about ourselves. Even for the relatively confident… it’s hard to do!
Here are my five.
- I’m very open to new things. New thoughts, ideas, perspectives… I love to hear other’s explain their own beliefs and opinions. New places, flavors, activities and experiences.
- I’m a great beginner. I love to learn and don’t mind asking questions or admitting when I don’t know something.
- I love to read. And as much as I love blogs and ebooks… I will always love holding a book in my hands.
- I’m creative. I enjoy making things, and I make some pretty dang cool things.
- I’m a good listener.
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